4 days

why hasn't your name scrolled across my phone in 4 DAYS!!!
I'm goin nuts inside and out...idk what the hell is goin on i wish you'd just call me or text me. Hell if its nothing more than to say "FUCK OFF" just let me know your alive and well...i can't call you anymore or text you because i dont wanna seem like im pushy. but I AM DAMNIT! I literally count down the hours to sleep so i dont have to face the reality that your not in my reality. But sleep isn't the release i thought it would be...you have gotten so far under my skin that your effecting my dreams. So i toss and turn and wake up on and off...I LIKE YOU ASSHOLE gosh just put me outta my misery already!